Nudist pictures 
Free exotic stories 
Beautiful women in competition 
Beautiful women art 
tasteful, yes I try. 
I paint them 
ponder their pleasures on my canvas. 
I worry 
fret a lot 
go back and forth 
model for my own work 
worry some more.
I feel evasive about the screams inside me. 
Grim reaper artwork sometimes creeps in. 
Exotic lap dancing? 
Yes I have painted that too. 
I sense them 
sort out their illusions 
as I stand back and observe me. 
As I test my own wings 
do I sing 
or watch my own demise?
I am transfixed on my pleasures 
or is it in the lack of them? 
Inside someone  
other than my own self. 
Do I find I am breathing dust 
a life lived by another 
from their well aroused closets? 
Free exotic stories 
in exotic lingerie?
Beautiful women do indeed compete. 
Nude women line these walls of mine 
how do I know them or me? 
Or a new insight of my own? 
Can I weigh them fairly? 
Can I see my own flesh in this tunnel? 
Maybe so... 
maybe I can feel my own measures. 
What is old to them 
new to me 
and as I stand still 
I see  
and hear my own birthing cries.
I protest 
or is it that I see a chance to know?
These confusions brought to the surface 
these tin dwellings 
grim reapers to some 
these fragile flowers of grace 
breathing. 
I thought I could preserve in me 
that ghost like treasure 
I am always trying to define. 
I grab my coat and cover my fingers with tape 
lest I smell the rain's been deserted.
Sipping tea in the afternoon 
I embrace my corner of this world. 
Holding out for elegance 
a single leaf from any tree you spy 
that sense of miracles 
is cradled by a love of beauty. 
These naked bodies  
of beautiful women  
uninhibited song.
Do roses wear calluses? 
I thought their petals were fragile. 
Maybe by dancing they hardened their glare. 
Those eyes on me 
my tender Lily  
do not shed one single dream of yours. 
I will always play host to ships that sail 
and feathers that meet the wind 
despite what pictures I have taken.
Nudist pictures 
Free exotic stories 
Beautiful women in competition. 
Beautiful women art 
tasteful, yes I try. 
I paint them 
and then? 
I ponder their pleasures on my canvas.
11/10/07
April 01,2008 
A follow up to this poem,
Nudist pictures and free exotic  stories are the subject of the poem above.  It is about my struggle of  judgment obviously, of my own self in this endeavor and of others upon  me.  We are all trying to figure out what it is that we can and will  allow in our lives, that will indeed define us.  I am as human as you.   You found this poem because you are seeking out a certain message or  even a certain high.  Thats not a bad thing.  Beautiful women in  competition is not always followed by a grim reaper.  Being comfortable  with our own sexuality is not a bad thing either.  Deciding to post  nudist pictures, in my case to paint them? Beautiful women art, free  exotic stories, yes I guess I am embracing them.
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ABOUT Kathy Ostman-Magnusen
I paint and sculpt female fantasy art and map fairy tale adventures. I dream of beautiful women on canvas and art of exotic women.
I have illustrated for Hay House Inc.,"Women Who Do Too Much" CARDS, taken from Anne Wilson Schaef's book. I also illustrated for Neil Davidson, who was considered for the Pulitzer Prize in feature writing, and several other publications. My paintings are collected worldwide.
Giclee canvas art work, greeting cards and posters are available for sale on my website posted in my profile.
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